Know that desperation can create feeble results if you mind, heart, and soul was totally consumed by it. Desperation also creates energy and an unusual amount of focus and drive. A balance must be struck. Practice of any task is a given. How much? Where the muscle memory is firmly in place. That means your […]

Life, at times, doesn’t go the way you want. The process of planning and writing can be made and all you have junk in your hands. When you’re not ready for it, things get pretty chaotic. Like now. Yet I struggle with it. I want to work at it. I expect to get something done. […]

I get angry when things don’t go my way. I get angry when I see something could be done better. I get angry when I get cut off by a faster driver. Anger is such an easy thing to accomplish with simple incentives. But as I have been meditating the past 3 weeks, I found […]

I was trying to figure out how to change languages on this Bluetooth keyboard with my iPad. I figured it would be some sort of combination of keys. Up to now, I couldn’t get it done. Then a strange combination of taps did the trick. The problem is that I don’t know how to revert […]

When you’re desperate, you don’t want anything to stop you at all. For me, I have a bunch of things I want to get done. I want to draw. I want to write. I want to build my online endeavors. Reality states I can only do so much. I’d rather beg to differ. I push […]

I now think that I’ve been afraid of many things. It’s been like that for more than half my life. I’m afraid of my family. I’m afraid of my work. I’m afraid of taking the steps to find alternative means to provide for my family. I’m afraid of my friends. I’m afraid of my enemies. […]

Whatever comes in your life, accept them. Let them in. Now that does not mean react. Don’t start painting colors on each thought or event. Do the best you can to see each comfort or discomfort. And then let them go. A lot of crap does come. They come many shapes and sizes. Some look […]

And they die. Don’t cry. And reach for the sky. By and By. Bye bye. The thing I know for sure is that there is always something to write. There’s always something to draw. There’s always something to go for. The reason we are seemingly blocked is that we don’t give ourselves a chance to […]

Everything in this world can be a teacher if you let it. I remember several times where I wished I had a mentor that would come and teach me all the solutions to my problems. The thing is that the teachers were there that entire time when I was searching for answers. I mean, how […]

As much as I would like to rely on my memory for the things I do, it doesn’t hold the things inside for long. Maybe the things I wanted to remember weren’t that important. Maybe my memory sucks. To be safe, it’s best to put them down on paper. For example, I had some ideas […]