Just delving in, without a care in the world. I have no idea what I’m about to write is going to be any good. I’m sure a lot of the stuff that’s going to be posted today will be pretty crappy. That’s okay. Just got out of my second 20-minute meditation. This one was about […]
Category: Life
Getting Back
Every time you fall… you get back up. Until when? When you fall asleep into eternity. These days, not writing has got me into several bad habits: not drawing falling to my vices sleeping/waking late eating late at night… I don’t think this post is going to be the cure all for my situation. But, […]
Time is Ridiculously Short
And I’m a little chubby. A small start and potentially lead to big gains. An early, small start is like a butterfly flapping its wings and becoming a massive storm on the other side of the world. Well, not really. But small daily changes is a big deal. Recorded on paper. In a journal. It’s […]
Get Emotional
I’m feeling sick. Down with a cold. It started as a sore throat. It was slightly sore, not exactly painful. Then my nose started dripping and my body started to feel heavy. And this was Monday. For most of this morning, I had a hard time moving. My body ached. It was cold. It was […]
Messing up the first Day of School
I screwed up. Badly. I wanted to take Da Little One to his first day of school. Make a good impression. Instead I did the opposite and got chewed out by Da Missus. Everything I could’ve done wrong I did. I couldn’t understand all the things going on. I haven’t much experience in a crowd. […]
Da Boy Comes Home
I get a call from Da Missus around 7:30. I knew what to do. I had to get dressed with Da Little One and head to the hospital. I did my best to wash up quickly with Da Little One and got our clothes on. We headed down to the car and drove us to […]
Emotional Shifts
I hear noises around the front. The time was 7:20. Da Missus had come home, staying over night to take care of Da Boy. That morning at 9, Da Boy had surgery on his left wrist. There was a bulge sticking out and we wanted treated before he went back to school. I was groggy. […]
New Beginnings and Fears
I guess some sort of fear will always be around each day I live. Gotta give it to God when I remember. I realize that I can’t control the things outside. But I can make the choices I want within. It took some time for me to write something. That was because I was busy? […]
Feeling Totally Lost
The weekend wasn’t so busy, but I felt like I was pulled into a thousand different places for a couple of days. For a moment, after meeting with an old friend/mentor on Saturday for lunch, my mind was filled with hope and ideas and dreams. Coming home, I went crashing down, sleeping, do little work, […]
Letting Go of the Past
Letting Go Without a Choice When I came to Korea all these years, there was one decision I had to make, a choice that was little under my control. At that time, I was financially treading water but not good enough to travel at will. The reason to travel wasn’t really strong enough as well. […]