Everything is to your benefit if you want it to be. It is our perception that determines the situation. Ah, so you’re an optimist. Yeah, you can think that way when you see what I’ve written. The thing is, would you rather feel rotten of what has happened? Or you would rather seek the lesson […]
Seemingly Impossible
The second that seems the same is not. One example that clearly showed me this (and I need constant reminders) is the helical model of the solar system. I remember seeing this, slightly shocked, and realized, while living in the confines of time, we are in constant movement. We are changing whether we like it […]
Post It up
Just delving in, without a care in the world. I have no idea what I’m about to write is going to be any good. I’m sure a lot of the stuff that’s going to be posted today will be pretty crappy. That’s okay. Just got out of my second 20-minute meditation. This one was about […]
Getting Back
Every time you fall… you get back up. Until when? When you fall asleep into eternity. These days, not writing has got me into several bad habits: not drawing falling to my vices sleeping/waking late eating late at night… I don’t think this post is going to be the cure all for my situation. But, […]
Time is Ridiculously Short
And I’m a little chubby. A small start and potentially lead to big gains. An early, small start is like a butterfly flapping its wings and becoming a massive storm on the other side of the world. Well, not really. But small daily changes is a big deal. Recorded on paper. In a journal. It’s […]
Get Emotional
I’m feeling sick. Down with a cold. It started as a sore throat. It was slightly sore, not exactly painful. Then my nose started dripping and my body started to feel heavy. And this was Monday. For most of this morning, I had a hard time moving. My body ached. It was cold. It was […]
Messing up the first Day of School
I screwed up. Badly. I wanted to take Da Little One to his first day of school. Make a good impression. Instead I did the opposite and got chewed out by Da Missus. Everything I could’ve done wrong I did. I couldn’t understand all the things going on. I haven’t much experience in a crowd. […]
Da Boy Comes Home
I get a call from Da Missus around 7:30. I knew what to do. I had to get dressed with Da Little One and head to the hospital. I did my best to wash up quickly with Da Little One and got our clothes on. We headed down to the car and drove us to […]
Emotional Shifts
I hear noises around the front. The time was 7:20. Da Missus had come home, staying over night to take care of Da Boy. That morning at 9, Da Boy had surgery on his left wrist. There was a bulge sticking out and we wanted treated before he went back to school. I was groggy. […]
New Beginnings and Fears
I guess some sort of fear will always be around each day I live. Gotta give it to God when I remember. I realize that I can’t control the things outside. But I can make the choices I want within. It took some time for me to write something. That was because I was busy? […]